I took the first pill today. It is really bitter sweet... I want to be pregnant so badly, but I also think this may help me get pregnant. I guess I have waited this long, a few more months isn't going to hurt anything.
Last night we finally got the floor tiled! And this morning Eric (my step-dad) came back over to help grout it. It is almost done! I am so excited! All there is left is to put the baseboards on and then fix the paint.
Then after the grout was done we went down to my parent's house for Easter. We had a ton of fun playing with my niece and nephew. Then on the way home we decided to stop at our friends' Kyle and Katie's house. They were burning a bunch of stuff they didn't want anymore and some of it was clothes that were way too small (and in too bad of shape to donate). Alex got a funny idea to try them on, and then Kyle did too! We had a lot of laughs and it was kind of nice to just let go and have an unexpectedly fun night. After the fire went out we went inside and watched the movie Surrogates. It's an awesome movie!!
I made an appointment next week to get birth control from Planned Parenthood. And it will be perfect time to start it because I will be just getting done with my period. Hopefully it will help keep me regulated and maybe a better chance of getting pregnant when I am done with it...
But I am off to bed. Its pretty late. Tomorrow we are going to Alex's grandparents (both sides) for Easter. I am excited, but I just don't feel like me because of my period. Uhg... Hahaha. Oh well.
I have been tested for STD's before, but not since I have been with Alex (5 years). I decided that since Planned Parenthood was doing free testing in April, that I might as well go (and I drug Alex along so he could get tested too.) Well I am glad to say that we are both HIV negative, they gave me a pee pregnancy test, which was also negative, and we will find out the other test results in a week :)
In other news, I am thinking about going on the Pill for three months. Just to try and regulate my period and then hopefully get pregnant right after I come off of it. Plus that will save me the agony of having morning sickness this summer as I am shooting weddings! That would not be fun!!!! "You may kiss the bride." Wait! Hold that pose until after I barf!!! Hahaha!! I guess it is how the saying goes, if you can't laugh at yourself, then what can you laugh at?
Well I took a test last night and this morning. Both were negative. I think I am going to test once a week. So if I don't have my period by next Saturday, I will test again. Hopefully it wont be extremely late again. Its sad to think that in two months, I found out I was pregnant for the first time in 2009 and I got pregnant for the second time in 2010. Maybe I will get lucky this year and get pregnant around the same time again, but this one will last! :)
I took a pregnancy test yesterday morning. The control line didn't show up all the way, so I think the test was junk... But I am refusing to buy more. Hahaha!!! Plus it has been such great weather the past few days that I am being distracted by being outside anyways :) I will update more when I figure things out.
Three years ago today I married my soul mate, my rock, someone I can tell anything to, the man of my dreams, my best friend and lover. Happy Anniversary Alex!!! I can't wait to see what this next year brings us!
I love you more than anything in the world! I can't wait to share more adventures with you! From South Carolina, to Canada, to SKY DIVING (which was totally your idea and was really scary!), and all the little road trips and late nights in between. I want to experience life with you! You have made my life so much more alive and exciting! Thank you for everything you have done for me and all the things that are sure to come! I love you, more than you know!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
I am so happy that spring is so close! Mother nature's April fool's joke was that we got 2 inches of snow last night. Uhg! Just want winter to go away already.
I took a test this morning, knowing that if I am pregnant, it wouldn't show up yet. And I was right. A BFN was there when the 3 minutes were up. I was hoping that I would have been able to play the biggest "April Fool's Joke" on friends by announcing it and them saying, "Oh yeah, haha, April Fools." And me being able to say that it was true. Oh well. I wont test again until Tuesday if I don't have AF. Maybe I will get the best three year anniversary present that I could ever receive! :)