Sorry that I haven't updated in a while. There is really nothing too new here. Just trying to find my place in life. Its been a rough couple of weeks... Just coming down on myself hard about having a baby. I just can't seem to shake the feeling like I will never be a mom....
She said that she still wanted us to wait the six months. But if we really wanted we could start the Infertility Program at the Hospital. I talked with Alex and he said we should just wait it out. So back to square one of trying again and making time pass.
I ended up calling my OB back again today since I had not heard from her. They said she had gotten my note, but she already left for the weekend and that they would leave another message for her. So hopefully she will be calling me Monday and we can talk about everything! I am in a lot better of a mood and I guess if she still wants Alex and I to wait, then we will have to wait. All in due time :)
I called my doctor yesterday and I was only able to talk with the nurse. She looked over my file and said that in there, I wasn't supposed to try Clomid until February. WTF?! I told her that I am tired of waiting. I asked if she knew what it feels like to try for almost two years with no results. She shut up real quick and said she would leave a note for my doctor for her to call me back as soon as she could. I never received a call. So I might be calling them back again today to try to get some answers and get somewhere! Its just so annoying to have to wait and try for so long when there are women who get to try Clomid after only a year of trying. Well its my turn, and I refuse to wait any longer!