Cloth Diapering

So I have been collecting cloth diapers for almost a year now for when Alex and I have children. One of my favorite diapers came from a company called Modified Momma Creations. Posted below is a picture of the diaper that I bought from them :-) It is the softest, most adorable diaper!

Modified Momma Creations has way more than just cloth diapers. And now I have the pleasure of having her advertise on my page for a while, and that's not even the best part! She is offering all of my readers 15% off of your order! The order code is MIRACLE.

modifiedmomma.com

Go check them out and enjoy! :-)

Time

I can't believe that it's almost Thanksgiving and December already! Where has this year gone? Soon it will be 2012. There is a country song that talks about how the days go by slow but the years fly by, and it is so true.... There are some times that I wish I could hold onto a lot longer, yet there are days that I feel like don't go by fast enought.

Almost Two Weeks

I am so proud of myself. I have been doing my diet for a week and a half and it's going great so far! I think wht helps is not lying to myself. I know that I will cheat every now and then, so what I have been doing is every day or every other day I have one small junky food just to satisfy my craving :-) I am slowly weaning myself off of it so I don't give my system a shock all at once. This is going to be a lifestyle change. Once I hit my goal for the weight loss, I'm not going to just dump the diet. I will maintain the loss :-) I am super exited about my goal of being in my skinny jeans by next summer!!!

I am still battling myself over the fact that I'm not pregnant this cycle. A part of me wants to run straight into the doctors office and start the steps for the IUI. But the other part of me knows that it is best to loose some weight and wait to do the IUI until February. I may wait until March. It really all depends in my cycles. it's an internal struggle I have been dealing with since we decided we are going to do the IUI. I have Alex's support either way, and I want to wait because I know it will be best, but it is definitely hard...

Finally!

AF has arrived after a 63 day cycle.

Dreams

I had a dream last night that I was in the hospital giving birth. And it was so real... They handed me a beautiful baby boy and I just cried as I held him to me. He was the most handsome little guy I had ever seen. I wish I could draw because I would love to be able to show everyone what he looked like. When I woke up, my heart ached more than it has in a long time. I can't wait to be a mom...

My Luck Sucks

I haven't posted anything here yet, but I dislocated my knee on October 23rd. Doctors say I get to just deal with it for 6 weeks and that it will probably happen again at some point in my life and I will have to have surgery, but yet they won't just do the surgery now to correct it! Wtf?!! >-( Then my laptop crashed yesterday (but luckily my friend was able to fix it today) and then our Netflix stops working today... Oh, and I went to TJMaxx to buy a car charger for the iPod I gave Alex and I stuck it into my iPhone to make sure it worked, and it got stuck and wouldn't come out!! So I had to run to Best Buy with this charger stuck in my phone. Thank GOD the Geek Squad guy was able to get it out! Out of all the ones on the shelf, I had to pick the defective one... Uhg...

In other news, I started Provera today to jump start my cycle. Hoping it won't give me too much hell...