Waiting...

We are waiting out this cycle and might try another IUI the next one. I'm not sure exactly how I feel about everything yet... I only have two more rounds of Clomid I can do. After that....well, we are screwed for a while until we decide if we want to save up the money for another course of action.

My boss who adopted last summer has been talking with their adoption agency for me. So far we have figured out that at least one of us has to be 25 before we can adopt through them. So Alex and I have been talking more about that possibility too. And we are going to start saving this summer and see where we are next March when he turns 25.

I can honestly say I haven't been obsessing anymore... I think after three years it is finally getting a little easier to deal with... I have ups and downs, but for the most part I live my life :-) I think what is helping with that is that I finally have a set schedule for going to the gym and that is consuming most of my thoughts; and I am getting healthier in the process :-)

Well, that's all for now. I'll continue the quotes for the week and if anything exciting happens or come to mind, I will post that too :-)