Bitter Sweet

Happy Mother's Day to all of you who are mothers. This includes women who have given up their baby for adoption and also women who have carried a child, but lost them due to miscarriage, preterm labor, or still born.

For me, Mother's Day is really hard... I should have celebrated two Mother's Days now... A lot of people don't want to consider those of us who have carried babies, but do not have them with us now, mothers. A friend told me last year that she still considered me a mother, and she was the only person to tell me Happy Mother's Day. I thank her SOO much for that!! It gave me hope, and made me feel a lot better. Alex told me that he still considers me a mother and wants to get me a present and take me to dinner. I told him to wait until I get to celebrate happily, and not have to morn my two little angel babies ♥


I hope that next year I will actually be a mother who carries her child in her arms for Mother's Day.