Really...?!

Still waiting on AF.... My right *ahem* lady is a little sore, so I am hoping that is a good sign of AF coming soon. I was really hoping she would have showed up yesterday, but I guess today would be nice too :) Hahaha!

Marvelous Monday

I took my last Provera pill this morning. I can't wait to start Clomid!

I decided that I wanted to get a massage today too, to help relax a little after the long weekend. I had gotten a free gift certificate back in February, so I finally used it today. It was SOOO nice being able to relax and enjoy an amazing massage.

Long Weekend

For my photography internship/job we had two weddings this weekend. One on Friday and one today. Both were ten hours long each. So glad to be done and have tomorrow to relax and sleep!

Only two days left of Provera :) Monday will be the last pill and then hopefully I will get my period Wednesday or Thursday.

Four More Days

I have started the countdown to be done with the Provera and on to the Clomid! I am super excited!!!! Hoping beyond words that this will be our lucky break and we will have an amazing healthy pregnancy with a beautiful baby in nine to ten months!!!

Meds....

Well I spoke with my OB and he called in a prescription for Medroxyprogesterone (Provera). This is supposed to jump start my period for me. I have to take it for 7 days. My doctor's nurse told me that supposedly AF will arrive on the second day of taking it (I just took one a little bit ago), but from what I have read it wont be until after I finish taking the pills... I am kind of scared and nervous. We have been waiting for this for so long, so why am I feeling this way? I guess it is just the fact that everything is getting real now :-) I am very excited though!

Frustrated

Still no sign of AF... This is sooo annoying! I have never in my life wanted to get my period so badly until now! Maybe I will call Dr. Lee and see if there is anything he can suggest to help speed the process along...

Waiting, Waiting..

It seems like that is all I have been doing lately. I have never been this anxious to get my period... I took a HPT in the morning and it was negative. I am so aggravated that AF never comes on time. I would understand totally and be THRILLED if I was pregnant, but when I know I'm not, it is just plain frustrating to be late. Especially when this period may be the last one before we have a baby. I am putting a lot of hope and faith into this  round of Clomid. I know I shouldn't get my hopes too high, but with all the success stories I have read, and since my mom got pregnant with me on her first round of Clomid, it's hard to not get super excited!!

I got Clomid!

The doctor appointment went great! I was super nervous going into it, but I quickly relaxed when I met the OB. He is AWESOME!!! He was super funny and very personable. :-) We talked for a good hour and then he called in the prescription!!

I am so excited!! I can't wait for AF to arrive!!!!!!!

Weird. Haha!

All I can find myself doing right now is wishing AF would arrive!! Hahahahaha!!!! :D

I am kind of nervous about tomorrow... :-/ I have been looking forward to this day for so long.. It's just weird that the day is finally coming, and I don't know how exactly to react.. 

Excited Part III

I called the doctor office back on Friday (because impatient me had to know. hahaha!) and I spoke with the doctor's nurse. She said the the doctor thought I was a great candidate, however he couldn't prescribe Clomid to me (and I felt me heart sink at this point...). And then she continued on to say that he is sending me over to another doctor (and I thought, oh great, the run around again) who does more with infertility. But then she said, "And we have an appointment set up for you on Tuesday at 10:40am and he will be talking with you about Clomid and you can leave with the prescription." I asked what all the appointment would be and she said from the looks of it, just talking and that I wouldn't even need an exam. And that's when I FREAKED OUT!!!!! WOW! After all this time and I can just get it from a doctor without having to spend bookoo money at an infertility clinic! AHHHH!!! Now all I need is AF to arrive! I will have to take a pregnancy test at the doctor's office if I don't have it by Tuesday. Friday night we went to visit my parents and when I had a moment alone with my mom, I told he about it. She was like, "Oh, I got pregnant with you on Clomid." Whoa! Did not know this info! So we talked and she and my dad tried for a year for me before she got Clomid and it only took one round! And she has a tilted uterus! Holy crap! Everything makes sense now!!!!!! It is all falling into place and I understand EVERYTHING! :D I feel like I am floating on air!!! I just can't wait until Tuesday! EEEEEKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!

Time Passing

I can't believe it has been two years since I lost our first baby to an ectopic pregnancy. You will forever be in my heart baby girl <3

Excited Part II

Ok, so my friend wasn't able to get Clomid from her doctor because of other meds she is on, he just wont let her. HOWEVER, she gave me the number so I could talk with him :)

I called and left a message and he finally called me back and we talked for a good 30 minutes. He said he knows how Alex and I feel because his wife and him went through some of the same things. He understands how waiting sucks and all of that, which is a nice change from my other OB... lol. But he said he is going to look through my charts and let me know by tomorrow what he thinks the best plan of action is! He said hopefully he can just get me in for a quick check-up and send me home with Clomid!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!

*runs around room screaming with excitement*

It feels so AMAZING to finally be getting somewhere with this! Instead of going in circles with miss priss OB ! Pshft! This guy seems so nice! YAY!!! Beyond ecstatic guys!!! :D

Excited Doesn't Even Describe It!

Ok, so I am on CD 25 and I can't wait to test on Thursday or Friday :) But if I am not pregnant, I am even kind of more excited!

One of my best friends has had Clomid before from her OB (she has endometriosis) and we were talking last night. She said her OB just calls it in for her when they want to try (after she comes in for a quick check-up), so she is going to talk to her doctor today and make an appointment and then hopefully he will just call in a prescription for her and she will pick it up so I can have it for my next cycle! AHH!!

When she told me this, I started to cry, happy tears of course. It has been what has been holding us back from conceiving and now finally we will have our chance and I am filled with so much joy and happiness it is UNREAL! I am hoping this is it, this will be the chance we need to conceive and carry a baby to full term! Maybe even twins :D I would be fine with that! You guys really have no idea... I am crying just typing this! After two and a half years of TTC, this may be the last stretch before we have a baby of our own!